9/18/04 Saturday

I woke up after 8 AM. I ate breakfast. I was online to check the emails and posts. I got a email noticed about an reply in a forum. I checked out it. I was shocked beyond belief. The stupid guy wants to BLACKLIST me from the forum. Everhope don't like my beliefs in God. I didn't do anything wrong at all. He has some nerves!

"I do not condemn you." - Everhope

 He is a DAMN hypocrite for judging me!

"It is likely you will soon be removed from this forum." - Everhope 

Everhope threatened to BAN me from the forum.

OKAY! I am done with the low life!

It was nice out this morning. It was cool and the sun wasn't out. I walked to 304 bus stop. I waited about 10 minutes. 2 and 4 Bus came. I was tempted to take 4, but I wanted to take 304. I caught the bus to the post office. Damn, I had lots of mail! two issue of Entertainment Weekly and SOD. Tony DiMera was on the new cover. It was a good read. Tony was the mastermind of the island and Marlena being a serial killer. I didn't read all of it. I waited for the bus. I read it on the bus thou. Tony wanted to give them the same hurt he recieved all those years ago. PAYBACK IS HELL!

I decided to go to The Grove. It was such a lovely day. I didn't want to go home. Last week, I mentioned I was tired of staying home all the time. This time, I was true to my word. I waited for the bus on Fairfax. The bus dropped me off at 3rd and fairfax. I walked through Farmer's Market to Barnes & Noble at the Grove. It was very nice. Lots of people out at the mall. Everyone was enjoying the warm weather. I went to the third floor and read a book. I was there for a few hours. Mike called me with some bad news. They won't publish his astrology book; they didn't understand the language. It was a big let down for him. He was looking forward to it. Someone else will publish his book. I took a walk around the Grove.

I headed to the bus stop. The bus just left. I caught the next bus a minute later. I got off at Sunset/Vermount. I waited for a while. I took the bus home. I saw Ken across the street. We waved at each other. I continue reading SOD. I looked back. Ken was going home with this black guy. Hmmm, a trick! You go, Ken! I opened the gate. I left the gate unlocked for Ken.  I opened my door and put down my stuff. I looked at the time, 3:35 PM. Ken and him walked up the steps. I was hungry. I ate two burentos. I had some tang. I went online for a while. There was nothing on TV. I saw the black guy walked pass by door at 5:25 PM. He was on his way home. Well, Ken and him had some FUN!

to be continued.....

hi i luv u

Macaulay Culkin

  Macaulay Culkin was arrested by the Oklahoma City police for drug possession on Friday, September 17.

 

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Tracy Gold

Sep 14, 9:41 PM (ET)

MOORPARK, Calif. (AP) - Former "Growing Pains" actress Tracey Gold was arrested earlier this month after her sport utility vehicle flipped on a highway, injuring her husband and two of their three children, police said.

Tracey Gold Marshall, 35, was booked for investigation of felony drunken driving after the Sept. 3 crash, California Highway Patrol officer Steve Reid said Monday.

Marshall wasn't hurt, but her husband, Roby Marshall, 39, suffered neck injuries, the officer said. The couple's 7-year-old son suffered a broken collarbone and a 5-year-old son was cut, but their 4-month-old son wasn't hurt, Reid said.

The Marshalls' home telephone number was unlisted and the actress couldn't be reached for comment.

The SUV, with Marshall at the wheel, veered off the highway just before midnight and it rolled over on its way down an embankment, Reid said.

Officers suspected the actress was under the influence of alcohol and she was booked at the county jail. She posted $50,000 bail the following day and was released. A court date wasn't immediately available, the highway patrol said.

Gold played Carol Seaver during the seven-year run of "Growing Pains," which ended production in 1992.

I was shock by the news. I never thought she will do such a thing. I remembered seeing her on On Air With Ryan Seacrest few months ago. She was friendly and cheerful. She was waiting for her newborn baby. Kirk Cameron suprised her with present. I think they haven't see each other since the growing pains movie.

I learned on Entertainment Tonight that she wasn't charge yet. The police is investigating. Sadly, she ruined her son's life. She will have to live with the guilt for the rest of her life. She could have kill them.

It could have been lots worse. This new poem went further than her.

Irresponsible Parent

By Kazz Falcon

 

My husband drank too much at the restaurant

I didn’t want him to drive

We got in the car

We were on our way home

The young son fell asleep in the back seat

I tried my best to drive

It was pouring down rain

I couldn’t see straight

Sadly, I was all over the road

I accidentally jumped the curb

I ran into a tree

I was shocked

Our son was in lots of pain

I reached out for him

He couldn’t move

I wasn’t able to get to him

I forgot the husband was in the car

No, he wasn’t

He flew through the window

He didn’t had his seatbelt on

I cried for help

I checked his pulse

I killed my husband

Dear Lord! What have I done?

I heard the ambulance coming

The police showed up moments later

I told the police the truth

I was driving drunk in the rain

I thought I was able to drive

Look at the mess I made

My husband was dead

My son was cripple

I felt so ashamed of myself

I had to live with the guilt for the rest of my life

I was theblame

I should have know better

The alcohol clouded my judgment

I was an irresponsible parent

 

9/14/04. Tuesday

Yesterday, I forgot to add an entry for yesterday which I am doing today before tomorrow comes in 35 minutes. Got that?

I got off the bus on Vermount/Beverly. I went to the corner. This guy guy caught my attention. I felt like he wanted me. I wouldn't pay attention to him. I was anxious to get away from him. I want to focus on my life, not sex. When I became successful, then i will start thinking of a new lover. Right now was not the time for a fling or a new lover. He was handsome. It was hard NOT to look at me. He didn't stop looking at me.

I went to class. It was much better. I am getting an hang of the class. It was cold in the room too. I was glad I brought the coat with me. I was learning new things in class like atl + shift D = Date. T is the time. I was excited. It will take me far. I can see myself working at a publisher or some studio. It was a dream. Perhaps, I can get my book published.

I gave the teachers my work. I didn't do that well. I need to do the papers again. There was 30 minutes left. I couldn't redo my work. I did the next best thing; I uploaded the class' school papers on yahoo briefcase. I should have done this two years ago. I bet I would have finish the class. Everything was in the briefcase. I went straight home. I jumped into the work. I did the papers again. It took me a while to figured what I went wrong. The papers look better now. I can print the papers in class, then he will grade them. I will go on to something else.

Today, I mostly did more poems. I was happy with all of them. Here is one...

 

Unhappy Home

By Kazz Falcon

 

I wasn’t happy living at home

My parents fought all the time

They blamed each other for everything

Neither of them shows me any attention

I was sad inside

I was a good kid

I wasn’t getting good grades

I thought it was my fault

I did something wrong

They claimed I was the root of the problem

I tend to believe that

If I was never born, they will be happier

I don’t know why I deserve the abuse

All kids wanted to be love by a parent

I was in a hateful environment

They never ever wanted me at all

I was a mistake they foolish made

I was paying for their mistake

Why me?

I was innocence

I didn’t have a choice to come into this world

I just happened

Presto, I was born 9 months later

They felt like they were forced into marriage

I was the blame for the fighting

That was my unhappy home

Open Window

Open Window

By Kazz Falcon

 

I love sleeping at night with an open window

The cold wind breezes through the house

It felt so comfortable

I always sleep like a baby

One night, I was sound asleep in bed

Someone entered the room

He got in bed with me

He put his hand on my leg

Finally, my husband was home from work

It was dark in the room

I could barely see his face

We begun kissing passionate

I noticed he was a little rough

I mentioned he was hurting me

He didn’t care at all

He wanted me right then and there

I couldn’t stop him

He was too strong for me

I was helpless

I screamed out loud

“Stop it! Stop it! Someone help me,” I yelled

My dear old husband wanted to rape me

He covered up my mouth

I was scared for my life

Out of the blue, someone broke down the door

They got into a fight

He escaped through the window

He turned on the light

I was dumbstruck

Dear Lord! My husband saved me from danger

I had no ideal it was someone else

I was safe once again

He looked around the bedroom

The window screen was missing

Crime invited itself through the open window

 

Is God A Killer?

Is God A Killer?

By Kazz Falcon

 

Some people thought so

He wasn’t a real God

He could never send people to hell

It wasn’t his nature

He was a sweet loving God

God sent his begotten son to earth

Jesus wants to save us from our sins

Isn’t that special?

Jesus was a gift from God

We have a choice

We can either accept him or reject him

Yet, they continued to believe God is a killer

Really, he wasn’t

God wasn’t forcing us to hell

He gave us Jesus Christ

He was allowing us to go

All along, it was our choice

9/12/04 Sunday

Nothing much happened. I thought I was going to the book store today. Instead, I was in the the mood to do some poems. I thought I was going to the book store today. I "worshiped" God in my own way; I did some poems, read the bible and did some research about religion. I learrned there was Another Book, besides Lamb's Book aka Book Of Life. Another Book was a fact book; God knows evertything about everyone. Here is a poem about Another Book.

Another Book

By Kazz Falcon

 

I recently died from a heart attack at age 27

I appeared in front of God

I feared for my life

I was a sinful creature

Yet, I couldn’t escape the hurtful truth

My life was recorded in his fact book

He knew everything about everyone

He knew my every pain, worry, fear and tears I had cried

What have I done?

I was a fool to pass up Jesus Christ

I could have invite him in my life

I rejected his love and saving grace

I was too busy living a sinful life

I was occupy in the world

Sometimes, the world turns a blind eye

I didn’t see the living truth

My fear became a reality

My name wasn’t in the book of life

I was cast into the lake of fire

I was doomed to eternal destruction

I was forever in perdition, thanks to another book

 

 

I did about 10 poems all day long. I was quite please. All the poems was quite good. I am gonna to wait to put them on the web site. Miguel FINALLY called me. He was mostly interest in his ID. Nope, it didn't came. That was it. Miguel didn't talk about the car accidnet last week. I was tempted to ask me. I was kinda upset. I didn't show it. Miguel mentioned he may pick up more clothes. I don't care about him. The sooner he picks up all clothes, the sooner he will be out of my life! Man, I can't wait. I was much better without him in my life.

 

Mike didn't show up or call me. Oh well. it was a good thing. If he came over, I bet I won't do all the poems I did today. That was my funfilled day.

 

9/11/04 Saturday

Nothing big nor exciting happen today, not even an terrorist attack! I woke up about 8:30 AM. I went online for a while. I better get a move on. It was getting hot outside. I got dressed and left after 9. Damn, I missed the 304. I saw it pass by. It will be a while for 304. I was tempted to take the next bus. Nah, I can wait a little longer. Then again, the heat was getting to me. Oh well, I toughed it out! Buses 2 and 4 came right together.

304 finally came. Ahhhh, the bus was cool. I picked up my mail; SOD, Entertainment Weekly and the phone bill. I went to the bus stop, reading SOD. I didn't want to go home. I was tired of going home and doing nothing. The day was still young. From now on, I will stay out all day when I go out. Once again, I went straight home. I didn't eat any breakfast. I didn't feel like eating this morning.

10:50 AM, I got home. Hmm, the bible cartoon was coming on at 11 AM. I haven't watch that show in a while. Instead, I changed my mind. I saw all the episode more than one time. I was tired of watching reruns. I got some meat from the frig. I put it in the sink to thaw. I can cook for Mike; steak and green beans. Last time, Mike didn't show up either. I made him steak and mashed potatos. Few hours later, there was no sign of Mike. He mentioned he will be here at 3 PM. So far, no Mike.

More hours passed, I called Mike. He just got out of the shower and ran to answer my phone. He mentioned he couldn't sleep last night; he was too busy writing. He wasn't coming over. He was at the library all day for research. Oh well, I won't have to cook for him. He may come over tomorrow. He thought I was mad. I was about to put the meat back in the frig. Nah, I still can eat it for supper. I cooked the steak in the boiler. I made some green beans too. The steak was fagulous. It was juicy in every bite.

That was about the day I had. Of course, I did some art too. Here is one....

Secret Code

By Kazz Falcon

 

The secret code saved my life

Last week, I walked home from school

Of course, I was alone

My parents couldn’t pick me up

They were working at that time

I was minding my own business

This one guy drove up beside me

I didn’t pay any attention to him

He kept on trying to get my attention

He mentioned he was lost

I explained an adult can help him

He fed me another line

“Have you seen my lost dog?”

I wouldn’t answer him

He confessed that my parents told him to pick me up

I still didn’t trust him

I know better than that

I asked, “What’s the code?”

He was dumbstruck

He claimed there wasn’t time for the code

He opened up the passenger’s door

I screamed very loud

He saw someone running up

He zoomed off in his car

I explained to the stranger that he was up to no good

He called the police on his cell phone

The police arrived for the statement

I told them the same story

They asked the stranger some questions

Thankfully, he gave them his license plate

The police took me straight home

The police was glad I had a secret code

Baby Moses Law

Baby Moses Law

By Kazz Falcon

 

I thought about leaving my baby in the dumpster

I wasn’t ready to be a mother yet

I was pregnant from a one night stand

It was the biggest mistake of my life

I don’t want to put my life on hold

I was seventeen year old

I dropped out of school

I ran away from home

I was ashamed of the situation

I learned there was a law

Baby Moses Law was the break I needed

I can leave the baby at a hospital, police, fire or EMS station

No one will say a thing; no questions ask

We can leave the baby at those places – day or night

We won’t go to jail either

I heard horror stories about the dumpster babies

I can’t put my child through that

It wasn’t fair to him

No one may not find him at all

I didn’t want to be charge with attempted murder

The dumpster was the wrong thing to do

I got the courage

I dropped the baby off at the police station

I sadly kissed him goodbye

I will never see him ever again

I was glad he was in safe hands

The police will take good care of him

I gave the baby a chance to grow and live

Thank God for Baby Moses Law

Kackle

Kackle
By Kazz Falcon
 
Youthful Queer
He was so much into the clubkids
His idol was Michael Alig
He found his identify early in life
He was gay and a clubkid at heart
He has an close knit of friends
His very own clubkids to party with
He was an natural and an original
People say he's unique
It was a nice way of saying he's a freak
He likes to march to the beat of electronic percussion machine
He wants to see who steals his heart
He's very special
He wasn't shy
He was outgoing and flamboyant
Is he the second coming of Michael Alig?
Don't get in his way
He will party your ass out like Angel
Someday, his true prince will come
They will live happily ever after
In clubland, where the clubkids rules

 

9/10/04 Friday

Today was the worst day of my life. The heat is getting to me very badly. I woke up this morning. I was thisclose of throwing up. I didn't thou! This past week have been too hot. I was thinking about skipping school today. I wasn't feeling it. Damn the heat. I tired to go back to sleep, but couldn't. So, I took an shower to cool me off. Somewhat, the shower was a little better for me.

I went online for a while. Yet, I was feeling bad. The fan was on me till I went to class. I checked the posts and such. I had no breakfast. I know I will threw up from all the heat. I won't go to class early at all. I will arrive late. I will leave between 8 to 8:30 AM. I will still be tired if I leave about 7 AM. I won't last in the computer class.

I arrived about 8:20. I got the stuff and sit in the other room. For an hour or so, I didn't do anything. I didn't want to deal with it. I checked the Tv Guide about the latest soap news and the entertainment news. I felt renewed. I tackled the work. After 11 AM, I was ready for the test again. Last time, I flunked big time; the teacher mentioned I need to do the lesson again! Today, I didn't want to do the lesson again. I wanted to be lazy today.

Anyway, I was feeling good about the test. Of course, I cheated! Shhh. Don't tell the teacher. I made an 80; I missed two on a 10 questions test. Sometimes, we have to heat to get ahead in life.  It's time to leave. I pondered about the post office. I changed my mind and went home; the CBS soaps wasn't on either. I was anxious to see All My Children! Babe was ready to give the baby back to Bianca! It was about time!

Bianca thought her baby died few months ago. Reality, Paul Cramer stole Babe's baby and give Bianca's baby to Babe. Paul's sister needed a baby to save her marriage to Kevin; Kelly miscarriege her baby and asked Paul for help at any ost. Kelly was desparate to get a baby. Babe couldn't handle telling Bianca the truth and ran away. She talked to a pastor; she wanted a sign from God. She didn't know where she was going; the sign was knocked down. She landed in Llandview where her own baby was living with Kevin!

Last week, Kevin and Kelly went to court for the sole custody of Ace. Tico helped Kevin with the court case; Kevin won Ace. Kelly was heartbroken. Any way, Babe saw Kevin with Ace at the restuarant. Kevin didn't know how to calm down the baby. Babe offered to take care of the baby. She felt an connection to Ace. She wondered if Kevin was ever out of town with the baby. Ace wasn't never out of town, except with Kelly in Boston. I think it was Boston. I forgot! At the end of OLTL, Paul showed up at the same restaurant and saw Kevin and Babe talking!

I taped OLTL and watched Days Of Our Lives. John and Bo tried to get through the forcefield. Bo ran into it and flew back few feets to the ground. Everyone was worried. Bo survived. At the end, Roman, Marlena, Abe, Jenn, Tony and the baby showed up at the forcefield. They was so happy to see each other. Bo wondered where his wife was; Hope and Patrick was looking for Jack, who was missing after a few weeks.

Mike called me this evening. I talked to an Clubkid, Kackle, online. He wasn't home when I call him on the way home; he was doing research at the library. He will come over to do a chapter tomorrow. Mike asked, "Is there something wrong?" I didn't say at all. Few minutes later, Mike called me again. He mentioned he knew there was something wrong; u know, my vioce. He knows me like a book. I admitted I was tired of doing nothing. Life wasn't that grand for me. Trust me. My life wasn't all that. He promised he will help me to get my book published. I truly felt like I was on the way to last goodbyes.

 

hi i love u

The Apprentice

Tonight's show was pretty good. Once again, Donald Trump splits them into groups - men versus women. I didn't care about their team names. Last year's was much better.  This time, Donald added a kewl twist - one of the opposite sex must be the TEAM LEADER for the other team this episode.

We may have another Omarosa on our hands! This one black chick, Stacie, went nutso in front of her team. Nobody was friendly with her. For crying out loud, most of them was eating lunch! Stacie wanted to know them a little better.

The mean white lady, Pamela,  talked very bad about this kid's bad haircut in front of Mattel people. The kids was testing the new toys the teams made. Pamela was out of line big time. If I was a team leader, I will fire you on the spot! Jesus, now the kid will be PICK ON, thanx to her. Also, I bet he will see a shrink later in his life.

Stacie and Pamela were in BAD taste on the first day on the job! Those two won't last. At the boardroom, Carolyn called Pamela on the insult! U go, Carolyn!

The women team won; they spent the evening with Donald and his girlfriend in his penthouse. The losing team - the guys - lost one of their guys; Donald fired him!

Don't forget.........The Apprentice will be on ONE HOUR LATER at 9:30 PM/8:30 PM on NBC Thursdays after Joey and the season premiere of Will & Grace.

Any Survivor fans........the new season starts next Thursday at 8 PM/7 PM on CBS.

Enough rants about The Apprentice! Till the next time!  LOL

 

 

Drug Baby

Drug Baby
By Kazz Falcon

Hello, I was the worst mother ever
My doctor told me to stop using drugs - NEVER!
Please! My baby would be just fine
The drugs wouldn’t effect the baby in anyway
He warned me that the baby would be in grave danger - NO WAY!
Besides, I could stop anytime
He mentioned it ought to be a crime
Yeah, right!
He figured I wasn’t that bright
I just didn’t care
He tired his best to give me a scare
I cried out loud, I went into labor
It went over a day
I wasn’t that gay
The birth hurts like hell
I gave birth to a baby boy
Something was immediately wrong
Anything but that I feared
Nothing was further from the truth
I was ashamed of myself
I didn’t see my baby soon after the birth
I felt so much guilt in my life
I couldn’t believe it
The guilt was so strong
I never went to see the drug baby

 

Frank Molinar

 my long time friend

Dumpster Baby

Dumpster Baby
By Kazz Falcon

I won't reveal who I am
I couldn't
The police will arrest me for child endangerment
But I can give you many reasons
I can't give the baby a life it's deserves
My parents don't know I was pregnant
They don't believe in premartial sex
I went against their beliefs
They will be disappointed in their little girl
I told my boyfriend that I was pregnant
He ran out on me - that bastard
He told me that he wanted a kid
One day, I came home from work
All his things was missing
He didn't even left a Dear Jane letter
I couldn't believed that he will hurt us like that
I thought we were perfect together
I was left with nothing
All I had was a bun in the oven
Nine monthes later, I went to the alley
I found a spot to have the baby
It was an quite dark alley
No one suspects a thing
I had my baby behind the dumpster
The baby boy was innocense
I kissed him goodbye on the head
I was doing the right thing for him
I can't provide him a good life
I had nothing to give him
He became a dumpster baby

Michael Alig Information

Date of Information:  09/05/04  

DIN (Dept. Identif. Number)  97A6595  

Inmate Name:  ALIG, MICHAEL  

Sex:  MALE  

Date of Birth:  04/29/1966   

Race/Ethnicity:  WHITE  

Custody Status:  IN CUSTODY 

Housing/Releasing Facility:  ELMIRA 

Date Received (Original):  10/24/1997 

Date Received (Current):  10/24/1997 

Admission Type:  NEW COMMITMENT 

County of Commitment:  NEW YORK 

Latest Release Date/Type: (Released Inmates Only)     

 Crime 1, Description:  MANSLAUGHTER 1ST 
 Crime 1, Crime Class:  B 
 Crime 2, Description:  
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 Crime 3, Description:  
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If all 4 crime fields contain data, there may be additional crimes not shown here. In this case, the crimes shown here are those with the longest sentences.   

Aggregate Minimum Sentence:  010  Years, 00  Months, 00  Days  

Aggregate Maximum Sentence:  020  Years, 00  Months, 00  Days 

Earliest Release Date:  11/30/2006  
Under certain circumstances, an inmate may be released prior to serving his or her minimum term and before the earliest release date shown for the inmate.

Earliest Release Type:  PAROLE ELIGIBILITY DATE 

Parole Hearing Date:  09/2006 

Parole Hearing Type:  INITIAL RELEASE APPEARANCE  

Parole Eligibility Date:  11/30/2006 

Conditional Release Date:  03/30/2010 

Maximum Expiration Date:  11/30/2016 

Maximum Expiration Date for Parole Supervision:   Post Release Supervision 

Maximum Expiration Date:  

Parole Board Discharge Date:

 

Michael Alig's Current pic

This is Michael Alig's updated address........

Michael Alig
97A6595
Elmira Correctional Facility
P. O. Box 500
Elmira NY 14902

 

This is Michael's current pic as of August 5, 2004

 

The Island

The Island
By Kazz falcon

I mysteriously arrived on an island
I have no ideal how I got there
I ran into Alice at Salem Place
Was I dreaming?
I was shock to see her alive
I killed her with donuts
Man, I was the serial killer back home
For some reason, I was bloodthirsty
I passed out on the ground
I suddenly woke up in Alice's house
I was lost and confused
How did I get there?
I saw Roman and Abe
It can't be real
I killed them both
I shot Abe
I slit Roman's throat
Man, I was really freaking out
Yet, everyone was alive, even Victor
How can it be?
I didn't kill Victor in the bathtub
Even I was dead too
The police shot me on sight
They convinced me that we were trapped
We all want to go home
We missed our loved ones
Somehow, we need to find a way to escape
Who was the mastermind behind the island?

 

8/4/04 Saturday

I wake up early. I was so tired that I went back to sleep. Then I woke up at 8:30. I checked the posts. I took a shower. I got dressed. Ron came over for some change. He always coming over for that. He mentioned he was ready to play the game again. I told him I have to pick up my mail at the post office. I finally called Marcelia. Yesterday morning, she tried to call me; my phone was turned off. She gave him the terrible news. Miguel was YET in another CAR ACCIDENT!  She tried to call everyone. She was quite worry. She learned that Miguel was at General Hospital with a broken arm. Man, he will never learn at all. One of these day, Miguel will take a life or his.

I left after 10:45. I caught the 304 bus to the post office. I hardly had any mail. I checked my phone. Oops, I missed Mike's phone call at 11:08. I walked across the street to the bus stop. I called Mike. He wondered when he can come over to work on the proposal for the book. He promised me that he will help me to get me OWN BOOK published; it needs to be uplifting. Yesterday, he told me that they are very interest in the book he want to do. He was very happy. I told him I was waiting for the bus and he could come over NOW. He said he will be there in two hours. Well, that gave me enough to get some stuff at the store. I tried to call him back. I forgot to tell him about Miguel.

I got off the bus, walked to Vons, brought some lettuce/ice cream then went home. I ate a bowl of ice cream during online. I was still waiting for Mike. He haven't show up yet. I talked to an old friend, Ken. He completely forgot who I was. We haven't talk in a few years. I told Ken that I finally have my own place in Silverlake. Since I was bothering him, I will let him go. 2:22 PM - Mike called me again, he fell alseep. He will eat first then come over.

to be contunied............

9/3/04 Friday

Nothing big happen today. My phone was off. I didn't want anyone to bother me. I finally turned of the phone after 3 PM. I checked my message. There was an URGENT message from Marcelia. She wanted to know if I talk to Miguel lately.  Well, the last time was last Friday after he got back home from Marcelia's on Crenshaw. He invited me to come over for supper. Nah, I passed. Any way, I called Marcelia on her cell phone. I think I called the wrong number. I called her place. Her daughter answered the phone. She gave me Marcelia's cell phone. Of course, I didn't call. I will call her at home tomorrow.

Mike called me to tell me the good news. They wanted his book. They was quite please with the beginning. He may come over Sunday to work on his book. I was happy for him. He was excited about the book. He mentioned he will try to help me with my book. I will hold it to him; they may not want mine anyway. Oh well. There are other publishers in the states. I was in no hurry to be published. Someday, it will happen with or without Mike's help.

I checked the posts in Fox forum. This one numbskull really believed I was raping people. Man, I will never do that. I was warning them about Mickey Finn. He was dangerous. The person chewed me out too. I pointed out that is could happen to ANYONE, even his own mother! Wait till he read that. He will be mad for "talking" about his mother that way. Who cares? I mean no harm with Mickey Finn.

 

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2 Sept 2004 Thursday

I wake up early.......this past few nights about this time (11:32 PM) I am getting tired and sleepy that I want to go to bed early. Soon, i need to wake up early for computer class on Wednesday. I have to crash soon starting tomorrow. It will do some good for the class.

Anyway, time for bed.

Okay, i am back to finish what i started last night.

Yesterday, I didn't pay the gas bill. The heat was getting too much for me. I just went home. I didn't want to put the gas bill off any longer. I noticed Ken was on his way out somewhere. I walked to the bus stop. Ken was still there. I ran across the street. Ken thought I was going to school. Nope, I was going to pay the gas bill. He wondered how come it was 10 cent. I paid in advance. He told me that his eletric bill is about $74. He runs the AC a lot, even at night. We chatted for a while.....so many things that I can't remember all of it.

Hmm, let's see. We talked about his two dogs. He mentioned that our neighbor gave him his dog. Man, I really hate that dog. One time, I walked upstairs to get my mail. I didn't make it thou. That MEAN dog bark, bark, bark and bark. So, I went back to my place. I don't want to deal with that dog. If the owner wasn't around, I will have KICK the dog or even kill the mutt! He had another dog for 12 years. It died last year or so. He rescued another dog at the shelter. His dog and the mean one gets along fagulous.

I told him that I want to move to Sunset/Western. I am tired of walking to Vons all the time. Food 4 Less was across the street from the new apartments. The post office was close by too. Ken mentioned that he just can't; there was no place near to walk his dogs. Besides, we lived by Echo Park. Also, our neighbor JC wants to move there too. He mentioned that the applications are ready. I will call Yolando about it. He wondered what apartment I have - an single. It was time for one bedroom apartment. Ken loves his place; he has a balcony. He invited me to come over to look at his place.

Our rents went up. Hey, we can't complain at all. It is still rent. Ken mentioned those apartments probably cost about $1,000 in rent. Thank God we have section 8. I wanted to talk to him about the CDs. He may know more about the CDs. We did have a "money" class about CDs. It made me interest of getting the CDs. It really makes sense for me. We got off the same stop. He went to his bank; I went to the gas company, $20.10. I caught the Dash to Vermount/Sunset. I took the subway to Western. I went to Food 4 Less for more Burrentos. I caught the bus.

Would u believe that Ken got on the bus at Sunset/Hollywood? I yelled out for him. He sat by me. We chatted. He mentioned Poineer Market closed down; an Walgreens will take it's place. He mostly get his meat there. I only get coke and the lettuce. I ask, "Have you ate?" Ken always eat breeakfast before he goes out. We got off the bus. I offered him an slurpee. He turned me down; he don't like them. The drs told him he can't eat certain things. He have been HIV - for 12 years. HE was on meds too. Some meds makes him skin itch....something like that. I told him that I was on meds for the first year. I stopped taking them; I hate taking them two times a day - day and night. Ken mentioned there is a new meds coming out soon. I am HIV - over 8 years.

We parted our ways to our own apartments. I put away the food. I did my usually daily activies - online and soaps.