Tuesday, August 2, 2005

HIV Guilt

HIV Guilt

By Kazz Falcon

 

My boyfriend took an HIV test

He gave me the bad news

He was HIV +

He wondered how it happened

We always practiced safe sex

We haven’t been with someone else

We had a monogamy relationship

He started to cry

I comforted him

He shouldn’t be worry

It wasn’t the end of his life

Things happened for a reason

We had no control over things

Back in my mind, I know the truth

I gave the disease to him

I kept my HIV status a secret

I loved him so much

I didn’t want to lose him

That’s why I didn’t tell him

I was afraid that he wants no part of me

I put his life at risk

I felt so guilty

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